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About

Hello, you can call me melanie.

i was born in 2009

"Why are you making this blog?"

i have no regard for my privacy. i have no regard for my saftey. i need to know whats truely real in my life. i like talking about myself.

Whats your deal?

• I'm not quite sure. very large part of the reason im making this blog. i have some sort of amnesia, i constantly forget my name / face / voice / trauma, as well as large chunks of time, events, an people entirely. i certianly don't do it any grace in this paragraph, it is quite awful to live with. i also suffer from extreme delusions that, coupled with my memory loss, make it so i'm not quite ever sure whats truely real. I remember nothing from before 2020 and very little before 2023. This is only because i have old diaries and old posts. i made my first freinds in late 2022, and they repeat things i've told them, which is why i have information after that point.
• i constantly dissasosiate. i cant focus or do day to day activites at times.